pain pain

Okay, so i know this is a tad bit personal, but like i got my periods like Yesterday. We have this drink machine at work , were we can refill our bottles like as much as we want to. As i started work, id always get lift. But recently, the taste of coke taste so fucking amazing, so recently ive been drinking heaps of it.
Everyones been saying, now that im a chef, id be lack of sleep and this is when ill finally start smoking, I'll try move them wrong... They don't know that sugar can keep me up for heaps long hahah... I keep getting side tracked with what im blogging about -.-"
Ill just keep it short and simple. Coke makes me always want to SHAT... and then when i went to the toilet... i thought it was cos of the coke.... but no i had my periods -.-"

She felt sorry for me.

The morning i came home and i told my mum about my phone getting stolen, all she said was "Fuck you" In my head i was like ... okay, i should be more angry than you are, you did not pay one cent, nor are you living with a shit phone at the moment so fuck you right back.
She told me i am never to get another iphone ever again, but i guess she went quiet for abit and shes helped me find a cheap NEW one thats being sold out right. I was so desperate in finding a new one... for a reasonable price, until i thought of this one person who was also going to get a new phone for maybe 6-700.. I called Truong up. Yes i was scared, but i didnt give a fuck, i just wanted an answer, short and simple, yes or no, if he still had friends selling iphone 4s'... he said he'd ask around. so i was like oh okay thanks for that, about to hang up, till he stopped me and asked how i've been. So i told him the situation, he didnt sound very happy, he was pretty angry at thee fact on how low people can be to steal a phone.
Anyways enough about Truong, this isnt the point why im blogging, im blogging cos i was telling my mum id just get a iphone 4.... and she insist on me getting an iphone 4s.... My phone had no scratches... It would always be in a sock or something... and the only times it would fall is if i walk into the cord whilst charging. I pretty much loved that phone. Idk, would it be a bad idea getting the same phone cover and phone, would it bring back bad memories? LOL well i dont know.

I miss you.

I havent felt so lonley... Not because i don't have a crush at the moment... or that work is killing my life.... I feel lonley for a stupid reason. My phone got stolen off me, and i feel lonley to bed. I'm usually always on it... scrolling on every single app i had... I never really needed to talk to someone on the phone to put my self to sleep at night anymore. I just needed my Iphone :( I dont know i feel well really loney with out it. for the past 3-4 weeks, im going to be so bored, lonley as fuck and im so keep to get my replacment. I know it's stupid getting the same phone, but im getting the exact same phone cover case to. I really miss my iphone 4s, i also really miss my pink chanel cover case. I try not showing it... But yes, i do miss what i worked so hard for :( LOL it feels like someones died. LOL no, my phone just got stolen... i need a life and think about other things than a phone haha, im so stupid :L